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To the asshole who posted a question to her

Fuck you. The only mistake that was made you posting that question. Go to hell and get the fuck out of our lives

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Anonymous: Why do you need to relocated to Virginia?

the love of my life is there and won’t be able to be in california for at least 2 years. i just dont think i can wait that long.

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nicolemariee22:

Now i can officially say I miss my girlfriend<3. Shes the last person I was in a relationship with and i never ever wanna be with anyone buttt her :)

hm. too bad you’re in one with someone else now.

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nicolemariee22:

If you think youll ever move on your wrong baby wrong

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sounds like an up and coming career that i might just be interested in. too bad the only schools that offer aren’t in virginia, where i desperately need to relocate to at the earliest convenience. 

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alls fair in love and war.

i cant believe this is happening all over again. i definitely didn’t expect you to come back into my life in this way at all. i just hope this doesn’t end up screwing me over or us hating each other. 

i really shouldn’t even be pursuing you since you have a girlfriend, but i just can’t stop myself. something about you, damn, something about you always seems to pull me back in. part of me feels so horrible because i’m technically “the other woman” right now, even though nothing more than a cheek kiss and some hand holding has happened. i honestly think what were doing is worse. this means something. its not some random hook up. these are hot explosive feelings that blow your relationship out of the water, hell, out of this solar system. the poor girl you call your girlfriend. she has to know that somethings up, we’ve been together during this trip which i doubt anyone expected. unless she really has no idea what kind of connection and relationship we have. 

i’d really like to say i feel horrible, but part of me is happy… i love that were still in love after everything. clearly, neither of us can change that and apparently no one else can either. 

not my family, not your family. yours has taken a bigger dislike to me than i would have ever expected but i can’t honestly blame them. we’ve been through way too much and i wasn’t the nicest person during a lot of it. i spoke out of anger and hurt and it showed a side of me that i didn’t even know existed. and i hate it. i will win back the love and affection of your family, no matter what it takes. i can’t have my future family thinking those negative thoughts about me. not when i truly doesn’t deserve to be thought of in that way. watch out ladies, i’ll win your heart back before you know it.

this situation makes me question my morals. 

the only thing that is stopping me from tearing your clothes off every time i see you is the horrible guilty feelings that bubble up when i’m around you. considering i just got cheated on in pretty much the same situation, i dont think i could manage to do that to someone knowingly. it hurt me way too much to do that to someone else, who probably doesn’t deserve it to begin with. i dont know man, my will power is slowly depleting, and i might just have to go in for the kill…. all’s fair in love and war baby.

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